My Happy Endings

Wow I'm hitting an all time record of posts in a month.
let's make it 21 for good measure :)
I'm hitting 200 posts soon!

I wonder if anyone reads my blog in the first place.
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I've a million thoughts swirling through my head.
Not uncommon for Ave. Happens often.
Sometimes I wished I could space out like Shwing.
Doesn't work.
My mind's on auto-work mode the first moment I gain consciousness from sleep in the morning.
It's terrible at times, honestly.
I'm gonna need some aspirin to thin out my blood (like this uncle at the pharmacy counter next to me today) with all the activity going on up here.
Well.
I should be thankful that there's actually activity going on up here, shouldn't I?

Thank You, God, that I am not brain-dead.
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Trying to find peace amidst all this confusion.
You know, there really is alot going on.
Too much, in fact.
I feel like taking a trip to Honolulu and staying there for a good 6 months before coming back. Without a single care in the world.
I could use a Sabbatical.

It's a wonder I haven't broken down yet,
Any of you out there listening?
I need a break!
I need someone who ain't coming to me for something!
I'm going to burn out and die soon.

Ok I'm going to sleep and it'll be better in the morning.
I hope it will be.
If this is a movie the happily-ever-after needs to happen about...now.