Pink tights and black leotard

My hip still hurts.
But I did my best in class today anyway.
Yes it was quite upsetting cause my legs were slightly numb at times, and were so weak I couldn't do the double pirouettes I've come to be so proud of being capable of executing, not to mention a whole host of other things.
My left leg is so weak I can't even hold it for 3 seconds in a la seconde. I hope it's nothing to do with my muscles shrinking, cause my right leg was fine even after one week's rest. I suspect it has more to do with my injured hip ligament.
And my left leg and hip still goes a little numb when I sit for too long.


How is it that after resting, my hip is getting worse than before?
Undoing all the damage from 13 August, possibly.
I hope.
Exam's in 2.5 weeks' time.
So tell me about pressure.
Strangely, I have none.
And no, it's not cause I'm oblivious or naive. I'm not too sure what it really is though.


I need a miracle.







Oh did I mention, there's no ballet class tomorrow?