May I have this dance?

I am rather discouraged.

You watch a video of yourself dancing and realise your body proportions are all wrong, that your head's too big and your feet too small and your calves too short and your back too straight (and refuses to curve) and you're just too short!
Which affects just about everything from plies to jumps to rolling up to weight dropping and...

Ok. So now you know how I feel.

I ask, "O God, and I'm supposed to believe that I can look beautiful dancing?"
It's hard to believe sometimes.
But for all the miraculous things God's done in my life, I am compelled to believe there's a rainbow after the thunderstorm.

I wonder if I'll get to dance with Jesus in heaven.
For real.
Like the waltz or something.
Just like how Xiao Mai and Jin dance together in Gong Zhu Xiao Mei, except a million times better, cause I'll be dancing with Jesus!